Monday, August 25, 2008

Showers of Joy :)



The Showers have come and the joy is here!! The joy of our engagement has continued to grow as we have had our first two showers and have been able to see family and friends at them! We have been so blessed by wonderful memories and amazing gifts! It gets me so excited when I think that we get to use all our
wonderful things and start our exciting adventure in 2 1/2months!






I've also been able to have the fun and cherished experience of making my veil with my grandma! I can't wait to put it on and walk down the aisle to become Mrs. Rebekah Brazell :)






Thanks family and friends!! I love y'all and couldn't do life without you!!!
Love, Rebekah


Saturday, August 23, 2008

***Plan B***

Mrs. Cofield once told me that "Life is all about how you handle Plan B". She told me this about 3 months ago and little did I know I would be sitting smack dab in the middle of that truth now. In the past few weeks I've had to explain my situation more times than I'm able to count...people wondering why I'm not getting my Masters, why I'm not teaching full time, why I'm still living with my parents and so on.
It's funny because a year ago I thought I would be teaching in Lexington for three years to pay off student loans and then go to get my Masters in Administration at USC. Um, yeah...little did I know I would fall in love. Just writing the words "fall in love" melts my heart. I think of all my plans and I think of how much joy, laughter, and fulfillment I would be missing if I hadn't moved to Plan B. AKA: meeting Mr. Right 8 years ago and having him stand by my side (sometimes being the only one keeping me from falling) and showing me true, untainted, unwavering love.
Justin and I are also at Plan B...no we don't know where we will be moving for flight training, we don't know when, and no we really don't even have definite plans of where we will be living while we wait....but it is still 'fine and dandy' with us. You know why??? Because we FINALLY get to be together. After 4 1/2 years of separation, even during 3 of the summers, we get to be with the ONE and ONLY ONE person on this earth that fulfills all our dreams and will be there for us during Plan B, C, D, and so on!!
So yeah, sometimes life throws you a curve ball, but I'm learning that God's plan is the faithful plan. He will provide and give you joy through all seasons of life, planned ones or not. I can honestly say I'm happier now than all 3 years of Plan A in college. My position as ESOL Sub has made me feel so fulfilled, and needed. I am able to impact students lives that may not feel welcomed at any other point during the day.

My God is so FAITHFUL. He has taken me from the miry pits of anxiousness, pain, bitterness, and distrust AND brought me to Himself - a safe haven of peace, comfort, strength, and guidance.

Please pray for us as we enter Plan B with "on the edge of your seat" excitement for the adventure to come :)

Love, Rebekah


"The Lord your God is with you, He is mighty to save. He will take great delight in you, he will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing!" Zephaniah 3:17

Thursday, August 21, 2008

A Sanctuary

A familiar hymn unveiled an unfamiliar feeling in me yesterday. As I was sitting in the old chapel of our church admiring the glow from the stain glass windows we began singing...

"Lord prepare me to be a Sanctuary
Pure and Holy
Tried and True
and with Thanksgiving I'll be a living
Sanctuary for You."

The word "prepare" brought my heart and mind to a standstill. So often we forget that this life is to prepare us for a Kingdom and a King not of this world. Sometimes I feel like I am sitting on the fencepost enjoying the ride and not pressing on to find more in areas of my life and become more in the areas of my being. That push, that strive is what I consider God's preparation for whatever is to come. By pushing me to go deeper I am able to look forward to where He will send me and what He will ask of me. When I have these intimate moments with my Creator, I find myself falling even more in love with Him and my desire grows to be a pure and holy sanctuary for the Holy Spirit to live.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

100 and counting

My friend, Morgan, emailed me yesterday and reminded me that in less than 100 days Justin and I are getting MARRIED! We are so excited! Everything is really coming together and I couldn't ask for a better support group of friends and family members. We had a great summer together and Justin left Friday for Auburn. God has taught us a lot through our premarital counseling couple. I've seen Justin grow so much to a man that I can trust, follow, and love.
Please pray for us to have wisdom, growth, and joy the next three months as we prepare for life together :)

We love y'all!!
Rebekah

"When I am afraid, I will put my trust in You." -Psalm 56:3