This is my last day in Westbank. I sit and think about what I've learned about myself and how I've grown closer to Christ. Many people say that your faith grows and matures as you take steps in it. I agree with that, but also I see how it is a process of going back to your faith as a child.

God has blessed me with a lot of time spent with children here. Many were not believers. By talking with them about God, I could see the awe and intrigue in their eyes. Their faith is so strong for someone so little. They just believe.

It causes me to wonder...why do we always have to question, always have to have proof, always have to look at things through a sceptical view. We don't!

Faith is walking through the UNKNOWN. Faith is learning to Trust. It's easy to trust when you are in control, but learning to lean on Jesus is learning to give up your control.

Because of this trip my faith has grown to be like the faith of a child. Willing to still be in awe and intrigued by the love of my Father. To walk into the unknown without any doubt. And to know that wherever I go, if I am looking to him, he will not let my foot stumble.

"Return to rest, O my soul; for the LORD has dealt bountifully with thee.
For He has delivered my soul from death, mine eyes from tears, and my feet from stumbling." --Psalm 116:7-8

See you all really soon! Pray for safe travel.

Love, Rebekah :)

I spent the last week in Merritt, BC. It is a small town of 7,000 people and about that many horses. The town felt a lot like small towns back home except they still refuse to use the word "y'all".

I learned a lot about my life and how God can use my life while there. Before I left my mentor Mrs. Jane Poster sent me a prayer from a book she had. It said:

"Let me learn by paradox

that the way down is the way up,

that to be low is to be high,

that the broken heart is the healed heart,

that the contrite spirit is the rejoicing spirit,

that the repenting soul is the victorious soul,

that to have nothing is to possess all,

that to bear the cross is to wear the crown,

that to give is to receive,

that the valley is the place of vision.

Let me find thy light in my darkness,

thy life in my death,

thy joy in my sorrow,

thy grace in my sin,

thy riches in my poverty

thy glory in my valley."

She asked me to think about my summer experience and write my own paradox prayer. So I gave it a shot:

My prayer:
"Let me learn by paradox
That a silent listener speaks volumes
That admitting you can’t is the first step to victory
That tears of fear is a relationship beginning
That swallowing your words is showing HIS love
That being betrayed is a lesson of what trust is
That being mislead is a lesson of what love is
That the biggest impact at home is not being there
That to be a leader means being a servant FULL of humility
That to feel worthy begins with unworthy tears
Let me find thy glory in my humility,
Thy joy in my aches
Thy guidance in my confusion
Thy comfort in my dependence
Thy love in my stillness."

I thought maybe I could encourage you to do the same. Think about where you are RIGHT NOW in your journey. What are you learning? Maybe write your own Paradox Prayer. It's amazing how God teaches us through ways the world wouldn't understand. Embrace your journey. You are special and irreplaceable...and so is your story, your life, your paradox.

I'd love to hear your prayers so feel free to share if you'd like!

All my love, Rebekah :)

See you in a WEEK!!

plans change...it's life!

When we first arrived in Kelowna (Westbank), BC we had an idea in our head. We thought that we had a pretty good idea of what lied ahead of us. Surprise! Plans always change! Our supervisors have been crazy busy with a new job so our group had to become super independent. This has taught us a lot. Mostly to open our eyes and look for opportunities to serve. I have felt anger and fear with this new role of leading because I did not feel that I was ready for it. Then it hit me...the reason I felt like I couldn't do this is because I can't. I cannot lead on my own. I cannot serve on my own. I must daily spend time with the Father. Getting His wisdom, His energy, His love because without it we will fail. Leadership starts with humility; admitting you don't know the answer, but that you DO know who is the answer...Jesus.

Not knowing the future causes us to lean on the Father even more diligently. Embrace that fact!

I love you all!

"Therefore I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions, with difficulties, for Christ's sake; for when I am weak, then I am strong!" -2 Corinthians 12:10

Jump of Faith

My idea of a leap of faith has changed a lot the past year. The Lord has taught me that one of the biggest leaps of faith I can take is to trust Him. The process of planning for a summer mission trip has caused me to wait and listen...two things I'm not good at.
This summer has taught me so much about loving and listening. I have always been the first to jump into a discussion and speak my opinion, but here I have learned that some of the best witnessing is showing someone love by listening.

Love is truly the answer to most of our problems:
-trouble understanding a persons personality-listen to their story and love their individuality
-have anger towards a friend-swallow your words and love, their anger and your's will fade
-want respect from others-show them respect and love as an example
-want someone to understand God's love-SHOW them!


I took a leap of faith to come here, but now I see that those small leaps we take in our journey are proceeded with many blessings from our Father. My trust and faith is so strong in Him. I have a growing love for Him and in return I can show that love to others that are desperate for unwaivering faithful love.

Please pray for:
-the people we spoke to while in Vancouver.
-the many lost children that will be at our summer camp next week.
-our interactions on Wednesday when we get to visit the Food Bank again.
-my momma because she broke a rib!

I am keeping home in my prayers. I love you all!

"Get yourself up on a high mountain, O Zion, bearer of good news, Lift up your voice mightily, O Jerusalem, bearer of good news; Lift it up, do not fear. Say to the cities of Judah, 'Here is your God!'" --Isaiah 40:9